05.10.08
Where the passion came from..
I remember i did an entry about my passion for korean dramas and all that bucket load of nonsense. After my previous emo entry, i know now that it came from nothing more than a few heartaches.
To be honest, there used to be heartaches and tears for the first few years of the breakup, but gradually the pain eased and all that is left now are tears. But i still couldn’t take it back then. Even if everyone else left me, why did you leave without a word too. But now i know. 你如何待人，人如何对你. It was just karma for me.
I’m sure no one knows about this, but the reason i gave up bowling and left Singapore was because of you. After you left, there was no one else there for me. No one waiting. No one for me to call. No one. Bowling used to be so much fun, it used to be my passion. It was my everything. And like me, the bowling ball eventually cracked someday and i took it as a sign from God. I guess i left because i was so close to going crazy for you.
And after 4 years, so much has change that it’s getting scary. I think i don’t feel anymore. Like, 心死了. If that’s the case, i can only hope that you’ve been living well for the exchange of my misery.
05.06.08
Busy week ahead
Just a quick post before i leave for my tutorials. If you haven’t already check out the new K-Variety show, “We Got Married”, you’re missing out big time! Here’s a good place to start:
Coolsmurf Domain - We Got Married
Youtube - Coolsmurf (Eng subs)
